bloqué dans la glace _undenable-reality

2009-09-23T00:04:00.002+08:00

hello. Je wanna change blog. But I don'twant delete everything away :o so~

New url is umm

http://www.foolthyproofs.blogspot.com/

2009-07-22T21:43:00.002+08:00

I realised I very long nv post._.
Ok where shall i start with..?

Eh today not slack enough-.-
uh yesterday nothing much, yesterday's yesterday got 3rd lang= hypnotising + deafening + sleeping session-.- then yesterday yesterday yesterday aiya who cares heck.

ehh... idk... let's see i went to woodlands library with minghui and jialing:D (for the 1st time yay:D i know i very pro thx:D)
We waited damn long for the SMART 961, and i witnessed the great scenery of 4++ to jurong point bus pass by-.-

Then I was like making minghui sleepier and sleepier in the library even though she was like always laughing-.- I didn't know laughing got hypnotising effect._.
Then jialing was very engrossed in her R and J:D then I was like didn't realise she was doing R and J
till i started maths i think._.

B4 I left I went to libririan to ask abt my invalid card-.- then you know wad crap she say.. (not crap) ... my card freking cant be used wth coz i reported it lost... i tot i borrowed books with my old card after the loss... and actually crapped for 10 min+ bah-.-

then when we boarded the mrt me and jialing was like trying to slap minghui till she scream pain._.
AND YAY we're a complete failure-.-
My hands chao painT.t
minghui is made of steel-.-
the her back + shoulders all not pain._. (dont dare slap her face hard though haha...)

I'm chao confused,_. I totally dont understand the Ip addresses, can somebody explain it to me T.T
IP address-.- wads tat why the codes dont make sense one-.-

2009-07-11T00:11:00.004+08:00

RULE 1You can only say Guilty or Innocent.RULE 2You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!(So people reading this, if you want an explanation.. comment.)Now, here's what you're supposed to do... And please do not spoil the fun.

LET'S HOPE IT'S FUN:D (coz i do weird stuffs._.)

Asked someone to marry you?

guilty

Kissed one of your Facebook friends?

uh._.

Danced on a table in a bar?

innocent

Ever told a lie?

guilty

Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back?

guilty

Ever kissed someone of the same sex?

duh-.-

Kissed a picture?

guilty

Slept in until 5 PM?

guilty (nap mah-.-)

Fallen asleep at work/school?

guilty

Held a snake?

guilty

Been suspended from school?

innocent

Worked at a fast food restaurant?

innocent

Stolen from a store?

innocent

Been fired from a job?

guilty

Done something you regret?
guilty

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
innocent

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
innocent (i want!)

Kissed in the rain?
innocent

Sat on a roof top?
innocent

Kissed someone you shouldn't?
innocent

Sang in the shower?
guilty

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
innocent

Shaved your head?
guilty

Slept naked?
innocent

Had a boxing membership?
innocent=.=

Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
innocent

Been in a bar?
innocent

Shot a gun?
guilty (toy:D)

Donated Blood?
innocent

Eaten alligator meat?
innocent

Eaten cheesecake?
guilty

Still love someone you shouldn't?
innocent

Have/had a tattoo?
innocent (excluded temp ones:D)

Like someone, but will never tell who?
guilty , innocent

Been too honest?
guilty

Ruined a surprise?
guilty

Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you cant walk afterwards?
guilty

Erased someone in your friends list?
guilty

Dressed in a woman's clothes (if your a guy) or man's clothes (if your a girl)?
guilty

Joined a pageant?
innocent

Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
guilty and idk.

Had communication w/ your ex?
innocent

DATING Someone?
innocent

Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
innocent

A total stranger treat you by paying your public transportation fare?
guilty._.

Get totally angry that you cried so hard?
guilty=.=

lalala I'M A RULE-BREAKER :D

2009-07-10T23:50:00.005+08:00

A switch existing in between,
an unstable switch
that is flickering,
faster than a see saw, at a smaller angle,
Linked are wires extending
with shots and moments of electrons flowing
inconsistent
unstable
The angle increases
nearer to rest on its full-on point
Neither issit far from the off-point.
It draws further from the foll-on point,
and flickers with a dimmer pitiful light.
It remains temporarily,
who knows the situation in the next second.
Will it rise or will it fall?
Reduced to nought or an invisible remainder?

2009-07-04T23:26:00.001+08:00

hello:D
haha so long nv post
My bro swatching tv
then i cnt watch da1 mo2 jingD: lol.

I realised the only thing i like abt liang zhu
is coz hu ge and wuzun act together :D~~~~~
(though wuzun's acting cmi._.)
I like hu ge ~~ wuzun more bah._. eh i dk !
they both very nice._. I'm very crazy. Hu ge very shuai~~
Wuzun very pretty (and cuter:D)

only i shall stop huachiing._.
(yun ho nice meh-.-) l

ala~~ yeah youth day can rest at home... i shall go out and play:D see i VERY GUAI:D still got compo-.- and umm MY THEORY HW!
heck and umm.
assign 1.2=.= and
r and j~! can die one._. haih.
haih lol

I shall still enjoy myself.
shall continue watching youtube bb :D

(i want buy clothes!!=.- my mum say i can buy alone yeaaaa~)

2009-06-23T21:37:00.002+08:00

一群嗜血的蚂蚁被腐肉所吸引
我面无表情看孤独的风景
失去你　爱开始分明
失去你　还有什么事好关心
那鸽子不再象征和平
我终于被提醒　
捆着手我现在是奴隶
我用漂亮的押韵形容被掠夺一空的爱情

啊　雾掩盖是遮蔽　夜色不干净
还给你整夜的回忆　占满天飞行
送你的白色玫瑰　在窗台的花前凋零
午夜在树枝上诡异的很安静倾听　
我黑色的大衣　像我的你
衣栉比鳞的鬼　走过的走过的森林
啊　四周弥漫雾气
啊　我在空旷的墓地
老去后还爱你

纪念我死去的爱情
跟夜风一样的声音
心碎的很好听
手在键盘敲钢琴
我给的思念很小心
你埋葬的地方就有你

为你弹奏肖邦的夜曲
纪念我死去的爱情
而我为你隐姓埋名
在月光下弹琴
对你心跳的感应
还是如此温热亲近
怀念你那鲜红的唇印

那些断翅的蜻蜓　
散落在这森林
而我的眼睛　
没有丝毫同情
失去你　泪水混浊无情
失去你　我连笑容都有阴影
我站在满心期待的屋顶
嘲笑我的伤心
像一口没有水的枯井
我用尽我的自信
要我后悔莫急等待爱情

I love this song,
sad thing that I cant listen to this song,
if not my cheeks would be wet within a minute-.-

2009-06-22T16:14:00.002+08:00

lalala.. I wonder where i can buy hayami mokomichi's posters lalala! i'm crazy :D
(i conclude he's more shuai than wuchun ha._. but wuzun probably prettier..? haha:D)

2009-06-19T22:06:00.003+08:00

It does happen, or rather, it did happen.
The hardest and saddest thing was to cope with it
and to accept it.
It's even harder to tell what was left unsaid.
It's not easy to put your words into actions.
The worst thing is to discover it slowly
and finally realising that those days,
they're all gone.
And then the second last step,
feeling the pain,
and the final and bravest step
is to get up and give up and to heal the pain.

sometimes, they say,
giving up is a virtue too.

2009-06-19T19:49:00.001+08:00

damn sad.
maybe one day i'll say this too.
"please erase me from this world."

2009-06-19T19:36:00.002+08:00

I really feel that my life is too plain-.-
I wasted a lot of tissues recently.
My eyes are tired and sore._.
thanks to the book and the show-.-
raaar
why are they so touching and sad?
see la, water is wasted, salt is wasted, trees are wasted
haih
see.
This is the consequence.
But i continued watching and reading and continued wasting tissues even after i've finished._.
I'm hyper emotional.

I want my life to be extremely happy then extremely exciting then extremely sad (actually not really-.-) and then extremely weird, then extremely happy
and sudden changes of emotions and stuff ! so cool!
but that's only in dramas and xiao shuos-.-

But there's a way out! i shan't say.
I'm deciding if I really should take that path.
I'm afraid of competitors (useless-.-)
and afaid of failures.
I have to reconsider and consider.

ok nvm!

But my life now very plain leh how?-.- LOL.
As in those dramas only make u sad coz of it but it doesn't really affect your overall life as in...
uhhh
aiya
u get wad i mean la
if not nvm._.

I cant imagine my life being very dramatic, but that'll be damn fun :D (hopefully)

2009-06-18T22:46:00.004+08:00

i shall reply tags haha;

ok well i dk how to cresate the box hence nvm :D

ninglu: sorry la cnt go genting with u!-.- sad rite... but u bought lots of
things rite(got things 4 me rite :D?)! must call me after u see this
:D
weiyu: my trip to bird paark normally damn boring one
mah suddenly not boring must post in colous ha!
x: heck who u r u dont anyhow tag my blog to promote
ur dunno wat stuff, i facing problem also totally unrelated to
u-.-
hil: haha... detailed haha gd.
hannah : muahahahahahaha too :D
bernice: yeah not bad taste! but u also nv say gd
taste-.-
weiyu: thx to ming for explaining teh wuchun part
haha :D and my crziness shall remain lol (he positive one)
jasmine: i hotter-blooded than u mah who ask u to be
coldblooded ha!
minghui: i dun remember if i had eaten when i was
posting abt AB that time :D i think so, if not i would be postin abt food:D
and
hor, i just wonder what if i can act in a film/drama series, so
cool!
lol.

hello! woosh! i actually finished watching the show so cool! i shall watch it again!

REMEMBER EVERYONE, TMR FRI, SWITCH ON UR TV TO CHANNEL U AT 11.30 SHARP FOR A ROBOTIC VIEW:D

it seems, that there's only one thing i'm unafraid to showcase in front of others, under the pressurizing atmosphere of utmost silence.

2009-06-17T22:23:00.003+08:00

i'm history.
Long ago, i had become history.
Yet, i refused to believe.
I was aware long ago.
But i refused to believe.
I suppose it's now time for me to wakeup
quit putting faith in every little thing that happened
stop deceiving myself
know the impossibility
and face reality.

hello!

MUST WATCH ABSOLUTE BF! I'M CRAZY ABT PROMOTING IT LOL.
:D
very nice!
i wasted 10 ++++ tissues!
i think nobody will
unless u watch eveything in a shot like me haha...
very kuazhang LOL
must go watch ah!

haha!
(i conclude i'm chao time-wasting + warm-blooded)

2009-06-15T23:13:00.002+08:00

i really like you a lot, but i'll never know how to say.

2009-06-12T23:42:00.005+08:00

LOL.
i'm so dead (alive).
The only thing I'm lack of currently is a cousel from our school counsellor.

Everything else is all done,
except for a trip to the counsellor.
So interesting,
isn't it?

I'd better plan out eveything beforehand in case this day really come.s

*pushing open the door of teh counsellor's room*
*goes in*
*sit down*
me: omg dearest (counsellor's name), you are the so pretty! I love you!
Nice to meet you! I'm Jincheng!

If she stares at me crazily,
I shall go on like this, if not i'll resort to (b)

(a)
:D you really are pretty!
Hi what am I here for?
oh my dear counsellor, I know i have attitude problem,
but you see, everything's solved,
especially my attitude problem which existed in my previous life,
the only problem I have now,
I mean enjoyable time,
is staying in this pretty little room,
when EOYS are coming (best to say this after eoys)
Hello, uh am i counselling myself?
I'm doing all the talking haha.

uh mrs/ ms/ mdm/ , what may i help you with?
You seem to look confused?
why why,
I thought these days the weather is pretty gd?
and life's going on fairly easy with the EOYS.
~
*and i'll rave on

And hopefully she dials the IMH no. And i'll be loyal patient of IMH to be released in less than 2 days :D

(b)
if she craps with me,
then i'll probably tell her all the stuffs like
I have no intention of harming anyone,
I love everyone around me,
including you,
(and if she starts talking about anything sad,i'll askher her happy times)
was dinner nice yesterday?
The kfc which i ate (actually not yet,_.) is hyper-delicious,
And i think what they say are all true,
true to the extreme that I certainly believe, and take it to the core of my heart
I knows for sure that they care for me by telling me all their mistakes,
That's why i'm planning, but not yet,
to repay them by helping them improve
by telling how beautiful they are,
~~~~~~~~

And hopefully she calls imh, and hopefully not the principle,

and if worse comes the worse i'm facing the principle.

I'll sit quietly and look at my skirt throughout.
and at the end of her speech (if there is)(and my words will be true , mostly)

i'll move my eyes up to stare at her with tearing spiraling in my eyes telling her how much i ought to thank her and how sorry i feel for actually sparing her time to give this poor student so much time with her one out of the thousands student, when she's got much more important stuff to do._.

Basically, if i'm called to visit the counsellor,
My aim will be to get to pay a visit to IMH and having the doctors wondering exactly what i went there for.

I suppose or rather,
I know,
I'm crazy.

But won't you,
when you know a lot of things are spinning behind your back,
yet you hold entirely no knowledge of exactly what happened?

2009-06-10T22:07:00.001+08:00

Issit me going crazy or you having stm 0.0 lol.

2009-06-10T20:44:00.006+08:00

After turning one big round i decided that i shall still sort of idolise him:D haha
he very pretty (and gay they say)
Ok fine i know everyone'll say say i bad taste-.-
heck
Aiya sometimes his hairstyle fridge too long really a little gay and weird la.
But i still like him!
he's wuchun!
LOL.

And i like Angela chang too! she very preetty and cute! (a little thin i guess)
But then her features very unique!
lol
I'm mad.
haha.

sometimes everyone needs some release,

I feel so exhausted.
I wonder what if I'm not the way I am now,
I wish to fall into a deep sleep
I wish that I'm right in thw middle of a deep sleep,
no, towards the end.
And how i wish,
when i awake,
I'll come to realisation that this world is just my dreamland,
a dreamland that only will exist in dreams, never in that reality.
A dreamland so real that all the dreams are etched into my mind,
A dreamland with dreams that had and would never exist
That real, yet all fake.

I wish
that I'd wake up, falling upon a fairytale world
A fairytale world where all evil perish and all good live happily ever after.

Yet, how awful it feels,
to understand so well that
I'll never ever wake up from this dream.
'cause it's nothing related to a dream, not at all.
So well I know,
That it's simply the exact opposite.

2009-06-10T18:24:00.009+08:00

Seriously, i should just trash all those thoughts into outer space, into the black hole.
i knew it'll never become.
i' ve been putting too much faith in hope sometimes.
I knew it right from the start,
yet I ignored everything.
How foolish of me
What a joke I'll be
But the road behind has disappeared,
All that's left to be chosen,
is to take a turn
Or continue the original.

Night at the museum 2 very nice!
or at least quite nice:D
The Abraham Lincoln statue very cute!
The small figures very cute!
Amelia very shuai!
OMG! so nice haha,
but i wanna watch night at the museum 1 tooo!
haha

and then hor we were roaming abt jurong point.

Then we bought 2 packs of sushi, namely the ones with barbequed eels and raw salmon!
very nice! the wasabi very hot!

then hannah was like whole nose go red! see how hot the wasabi is like!
but she was enjoying haha!
lol.
in the end the wasabi only left a little bit haha :]
next time shall buy those cute small sushis again! quite filling :D

(We were actually sitting on the floor near an exit and eating yummily! I dunno if we were being stared at most of the time coz my eyes were on the yummy sushis! Hopefully no tcher saw us -.- anyway we were not blocking the way at all!)

Ha! then me and hannah went home and the rest stayed lol.

2009-06-06T22:27:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! WEIYU!

WEIYU OMG I'M SO FREEKLY SORRY!
I GOT THE SMS SAVED AS DRAFT FOR VERY LONG. IN THE END I SENT YOU ONE DAY LATE._.
PLEASE DO NOT COMMENT ON MY SHIBAINESS....
SO SAD.
BUT AT LEAST LUCKILY I'M ONLY ONE DAY LATE.
IF NOT I'LL ZISHA. (I thought of that after i sent the sms hurhur!)
uh as u see, ppl write ur happy birthday post at 0.00am on 5june
i shall write happy birthday one day late...
(I SERIOUSLY MEANT IT BY ACCIDENT)
uh we shall say that that is special in an unique way also hurhur...

I went to bird Park today!
I thought that it would be extremely boring!
But hooray i'm only half wrong (see i'm a negative person who wont's say that i'm half-right-.-)!
Basically,
the great me were spending my whole time in bird park (ie 3 hours ++)
in Lory Loft with a pot of feelings, one coming up at each time.

When i entered Lory Loft.
I saw the bird food and I was like jumping for joy coz i just got a cup of birds' food solution.
And that's when my brother.
My clever brother.
Said," Jie jie wo yao!"
and hooray we exchanged containers.
and he poured in some of mine into the container i held in my hand.
Then i a bit bu shuang and my mood dropped my 20%-.-
(as you know I haven't got over my excitement when this person snatch away the root of my excitement-.-)
He should have waited for a few seconds after a random lory feed on my new bird food solution for a few sec before he snatches it away lol)

But he's damn happy (as in not damn but happier)
so nvm la.
And the i started thinking or Jasmine's sms-.-
"Miracle! Theres actually something that can be noisier than you?! 0: call the news!"

and all i told her just now was that the macaws very noisy , noisier than me-,0

But sometimes i'm also very silent one mah....
I wonder what happens if she really call the news._.

and then my okay mood decreased by another 20%

Then the bird didn't want to jump onto my arm to eat.
Then my mood decreased by another 20%.
Then i added water to the solution to dilute it.
Then no bird wanted to eat.
Then my mood dropped by 20%

Then the sun was freakly hot.
And my mood dropped by 10 %
Then i asked my mum when we can go out.
She called me selfish coz
apparently my brother was taozui-ing._.
Then my mood dropped by 10 %

(all the percentage are that of the original mood right at the start)

Hence, I've got no mood left ._.
and I simply stoned ._. and watched the birds. See My maths quite ok...

And then I saw a green lory with orange stomach (the colour i hate)
That lory VERY GUAI~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!! (which caused my mood to heighten to 100%!!!)
Then i took the food solution to feed it.
Omg! it's so damn cute!
Whenever i ask it to jump onto my arm,
it will do so immediately without hesitation! Damn guai!
But like other lories, it's scared of strokings lol.
Soon there wasn't any left.
I told the lory that i'll go and take some more from my mom and I told it to wait and stay there.
And then i rushed off to get some more food solution.
To my surprise, that guai lory was standing in the same position waiting for its food!
OMG SO GUAI! That isn't it yet.
After eating for some time,
It flew off from my arm and rested against a nearby railing.
It didn't simply flew off into the trees, unlike the other lories i fed.
It waited for me to approach it in its place an started chirping.
And then I started laming around.
I asked if it is full.
Then it replied with a chirp.
And I asked are you sure?
and it replied with two chirps.
Then i said byebye then.
And then it flew away. So guai rite??
OMG!

such a cute darling.
The only problem being that I could no longer recognise that lory LOL...
Ok I know it's weird that I talked to birds.
But i feel like talking to the guai Lory mah.
So cute!

And I was bored out again]: mood dropped again-.-
And i did sth bad : stole food from the tray but climbing over the chains...
And we finally left the Lory loft at 6++ -.-
And we went to admire some chio birds and i forgot the name of that place anyway.
And I saw this damn shy and chio and cute bird species!
It's called Cockasthsth...
Damn cute!
why?
Coz of it's natural blusher!
It's got these strands of feather sticking out of its head and there are 2 round pink patches on each cheek!
So chio!
and its colour is quite nice!

And there are some chio birds with Sapphire wings!

Omg... And i'm blogging at 12.29 am LOL.

2009-06-06T22:18:00.003+08:00

LALAla....
Suddenly I feel QUITE (not very yet) high... hahaha...
EVEN THOUGH I'M NOT EVEN SUIRE IF THERE IS SCIENCE FAIR TMR-.-
after asking so damn many ppl -.-

ok i shall quite weiyu's birthday :D
First of all I was the first to reach there. (cinema)
I was leaning against the railinh staring down at the stream of people walking lazily below.
I was breathing and my eyes were open!
ok i shan't go into this luo suo details haha!

Ok then we watched Monsters vs aliens 3D!!!!
thx to weiyu!
its damnnnn fun!
And interesting!
and beyond description! (actually not really?)
COZ THE SCREEN'S TOO SMALL!!
unlike hongkong disneyland's gigantic screen 3D + water + smell effect!!!
omg cool rite!
But the movie plot quite nice!
Touching + trusting + pure friendship (between monsters )
ANd this selfish and spouse who's a betrayer-.-
*sigh*

And later We managed to give Weiyu a big surprise!
But actually i think she guessed what it was already////... hurhur...
thought she showed entirely 0% of her knowledge of the upcoming event! lol
dont you worry,
I gave no hints except for the fact that it's inedible (exact opposite, those who know me knows wad i mean!)

LOL....

And then when she saw teh cake she was so happy!
Weiyu very cute!
Ah then we sang the birthday song!
And halfway through i decided to change it to the zoooooooooooo song!
superb ! and Minghui was a tiny little bit stunned i guess LOL....
then weiyu cut the cake.
And i sort of force (suggest i mean :D) her to take pictures of the plastic knife on her hand (with her of coz la)
and we got quite a few pics with her dear knife and her!

i shall post when i feel like it hahaahaha... (ok this laughter is... well weird)
And then we went home.

And minghui was busily trying to find jialing's block somewhere through chuachukang and yew tew if i nv remember wrongly (likely i did ._.)

and she was like that one that one! eh wait no no... this one!
In the end i also dunno which one!
haha.
Hence i guess jialing should feel honored LOL?

ok lalala

Yea! i shall move on back on time to today's post!

2009-05-31T23:16:00.002+08:00

i have...

[ ] smoked.

[x] consumed alcohol. (jolly shandy and i shant say in case i'll be in court...)

[ ] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.

[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.

[x ] kissed someone of the same sex.(flying kisses + cheek (besides mom 0.-) )

[ ]had sex.

[x] had someone in your room other than family. (maid and friends)

[ ]watched porn.

[ ] bought porn.

[ ] tried drugs.

MY TOTAL:4

[x] taken painkillers. (last time my grandma gave me-.-)

[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine.

[x] lied to your parents.

[x] lied to a friend.

[x] snuck out of the house.

[x] done something illegal.

[x] felt hurt.

[x] hurt someone.

[ ] wished someone to die. (dun remember paiseh) (i know hats evil)

[ ] seen someone die.

MY TOTAL: 11

[x] missed curfew.

[x] stayed out all night.

[ ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.

[ ] been to a therapist.

[x] received a ticket

[ ] been to rehab

[ ] dyed your hair. (natural dye hence not counted :D)

[ ] been in an accident.

[ ] been to a club.

[ ] been to a bar

MY TOTAL: 14

[ ] been to a wild party.

[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade.

[ ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night. (SHALL TRY NEXT TIME!) (uh got 2 cups b4 when i was like 9?)

[ ] had a spring break in Florida.

[ x] sniffed anything(ammonia. wall paint, teh glue u use 2 stick paper, uhu glue etc :x)

[ ] wore black nail polish

[ ]wore arm bands.

[ ] wore t-shirts with band names.

[x] listened to rap. (unwillingly..)

[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD. (no 50c, but got free ones and 3 for 1buck one)

MY TOTAL: 16

[ ] dressed gothic

[x] dressed girly.

[ ] dressed punk.

[ ] dressed grunge

[x] stole something.

[] been too drunk to remember anything.

[ ] blacked out. (blank out YES!)

[] fainted.

[ ] had a crush on a neighbour.

MY TOTAL: 18

[x ] had a crush on a friend. (lalala)

[x] been to a concert.

[ ] dry-humped someone.

[ ] been called a slut. (ee i dun remember)

[x] called someone a slut. (playing only !)

[ ] installed speakers in your car.

[ ] broken a mirror.

[ ] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house

[x] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush. (for 5 sec-.-)

MY TOTAL: 22

[ ] consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.

[ ] seen an R-rated movie in theater. (on tv... WHEN THERE'S NOTHING OBSCENE :D)

[x ] cruised the mall.

[x] skipped school.

[ ] had surgery.

[x] had an injury.

[ ] gone to court.

[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping

[x]caught something on fire. (mid autumn festival = fire time for me.. wad do u think?)

[x] lied about your age. (hehe...)

MY TOTAL: 27

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house.

[ ] broke the law in the police's presence.

[ ] made out with someone who had a gf/bf

[ ] got in trouble with the police.

[x] talked to a stranger

[ ] hugged a stranger.

[ ] Kissed a stranger.

[x] rode in the car with a stranger. (my parents friend whom idk)

[ x] been harassed.

[x ] been verbally harassed.

MY TOTAL: 31

[ ] met face-to-face with someone you met online.

[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight.

[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight. (ahma!)

[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight.

[x] been to a fair.

[ ] been called a bad influence.

[ ] drink and drive.

[x] prank-called someone. (-.-)

[ ] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.

[x] cheated on a test (hurhur)

total: 37

uh i'm just an average bad kid ._.

2009-05-25T21:28:00.002+08:00

today was sabacs and so yeah!
I GOT NOTES FROM RENEWABLE ENERGY + I DIDNT FALL ASLEEP FROM SLEEPING ONLY 4 H YESTERDAY!
and to my disappointment, the 1st lesson of chinese drama was boring coz we nv act anything-.-
must act then it's called drama ma...
OH

and this reminds me of my screwed ENG DRAMA actually can be very nice de performance.
we changed the script by adding A KNIFE PART TO BRING THE CONSTANT NYMPH TO ITS HEIGHT! THEN BIANG! I DROP THE KNIFE!
BUT THEN HOR, COZ OF THE STUPID DOOR (MADE UP OF 2 BLOCKS OF BLACK BOX)

OUR WHOLE EXCITING SCENT WAS BLOCKED!

and literally half of the audience were watching shadow shows-.-

AND AND AND HOR
MY HMP SIA HOR
THE ANALYSIS HOR
DID ALL THE WRONG WAY LEH
I NV SEE TEH TEMPLATE LEH
THEN I ANYHOW DO LEH
THEN I GONNA DIE LIAO
I WONDERING SHOULD ZE ME BAN LIAO...
I PLANNING TO ASK MRS HO FOR ME TO REDO AND EXTENSION TO FRI LIAO
HENCE I SHOULD GO COMPOSE THEN SEND THE EMAIL LIAO
THEN SPEND SOME TIME CHIONGING LIAO.

HENCE BB LIAO!

hi

2009-05-24T21:37:00.007+08:00

人生总是充满了遗憾，

但是如果没能创造出些快乐的回忆，

那，才是人生中最大的遗憾。

2009-05-23T19:49:00.007+08:00

There i was, trapped in a world a few minutes behind the actual time of the world I'm supposed to be in. I was lagging behind time, literally in the same world that should have only existed a few minutes ago. I was trapped there.

I don't know why and how i got there. But i had a vague memory that i squeezed through toilet holes (that actually contained a time teleporter) to the world that happened a few minutes before now.

I cant remember much. Everything was ever so confusing and complicated.

I remember walking back into my classroom (discussing some drama performance and everyone was assigned a role).

I remember walking pass a restaurant or coffee house where i saw 2 sch mates (i shall not say who) sitting together. I went in and approached them, only to receive weird and pissed-off glances. I saw another sch mate and somehow, she knew my circumstance. She was trying to help me find my way, but slowly, she faded away with the passing minutes. Then i passed that coffeehouse/restaurant again. I didn't know what i was doing but i went in to say hi again-.- This time, i sat on a seat, only to be chased off by this guy (teen whom i don't know) who said I'm occupying his seat. Then i was drove out of the shop. When i went in, those sch mates were completely ignoring me, and now, they're chatting damn happily with this guy whom i don't know at all.

Then i entered this house. I could not remember the owner. She showed me her collection of gigantic water babies. I didn't know know why again-.- and she knew my circumstance too. She cleared her toilet and asked her daughter (whom i don't know again) to help me. Somehow, I had a strong feeling that that toilet hole could lead me back to my time. Before allowing me to try getting into the hole, she gave me this gigantic water baby-.- and asked me to take it to my time.
soon, i stuffed myself into the hole. I waited. nothing happened. I waited again. NOTHING HAPPENED. i was completely wet and drenched by then. I got out and repeated whole process again, only to aggravate my drenchness.

somehow, all of a sudden, I found myself sitting at home, at my desk, back in my time. I asked some people what happened, how did i appear back? they said i went through the black hole. I had zero memories about " going though a black hole " and i didn't even remember seeing one before. I still had the water baby in my hand. But there was a tiny hole on it! I located the hole after a few seconds and squeezed the sides together. But the water baby decreased in size significantly. It was then when i realised that it has changed into a sticky balloon.

All these while, right from the moment i entered the "wrong-time" world, i was pondering about my uncompleted HMP sia. and that was the reason why i was so damn urgent to go back. If not I'd have probably stayed longer. until now it's still stacking on top of my head, attempting to crash me down.

Finally, I awoke, discovering how amazingly everything churned out to be a dream. However, as i thought about it, i wondered if it could be true, because that's how people comes back from another world, by waking up from a deep sleep realising how everything, that had seemed so real, was just a dream. Weird one. But all those toilet scenes in the dream seemed so vaguely and distantly familiar, like as if I'd seen them somewhere else, long before the occurrence of this dream. But i have no idea when, where, who or how.

* i could remember almost all those sch mates, i just dun wanna say their names.

2009-05-22T22:32:00.002+08:00

i feel very sad.
I feel very sad.
I feel very sad.
I feel very sad.
I feel very sad.
I feel very sad,
I feel very sad.
I feel very sad.
I feel very sad.
I feel very sad.
I feel very sad.
I feel very sad.
I feel very sad.

and i typed every single letter out here with no copying and pasting.

i cant find my hmp textbook! and i left it on the shelf! and of coz there's many more other things that happened.

if not i wont be this sad.

I hate it.

and my blog cnt make words fade completely into the background-.- .

2009-05-20T23:04:00.002+08:00

lalala today i TRIED borrowing the hmp room but failed! the tchers are going home. Hence i was roaming abt jurong point with minghui and qingxiao, i was supposed 2 find ninglu then she was angry that i've eaten... i can eat again mah.... and then she dont want meet me liao... doesnt make sense... haih a lot of things dont make sense la heck.

hahaha. cant think of depressing stuff to say temporarily. BB :D(omg how rare will this smiley face be on my blog?!)

OH AND AND jasmine can sms le!!! yea! but then i can't le-.- HOORAY.

2009-05-18T22:45:00.008+08:00

I dont need your pity. I dont need it at all. I might not know what i'm doing sometimes, but i dont need our pity.
I've learnt a great deal of things from these 2 years. Nothing's ever so simple and pure anymore.
The rule:

Be independent and never rely on anyone, and be nice to everyone. Never trust anyone, no one'll be always there for you (besides your parents, perhaps.)

I despise it when people come and go along with me when i'm the only choice left. ie if there're others, of course i wouldn't even exist in their eyes. I dislike it. I not like others. I'm not a suck-up i don't long for this bit of accompaniment. I'd rather be alone. I know how different i think from others. But that's my thinking. I don't wish for that bit at all. But if i'm really a true friend to you, what i've written above will never make your heart skip a beat. What do you think now?

WOW. she said she read blogs. probably in her eyes, i have ap. I can tell you honestly, like what bernice had said, I do think differently from others. But i'm not selfish. Ask my friends. If you're not me, obviously , and when you dont even know me, why do you bother telling me you don't understand what i'm thinking, are you saying that you understand what anyone is thinking? Maybe you could phrase it this way, i'm the only person you know whom you can never get hold of, not a single tiny tiny part of my thoughts. But that's impossible. I'm human, i have a human brain just like you, hence this does not make sense too. Not everyone is what they're like on the surface. I cant be bothered with putting up another face, and you cant understand me. Maybe, you dont even understand what i'm writing at all. I thought philosopy is learnt to analyse people's thoughts? or issit used specially for analysing only some people with a "nice attitude"s thought.

Why am i writing all these in my blog? simply coz i simply cant talk to you one-to-one. Even if someone's gonna counsel me, someone else. You aren't suppose to read. but of coz anyone can simply read. Pretend that you've read nothing. coz as i said, u werent supposed to read, but at least you may know me better.

btw, if you say u dont understand me, the most i can say is i dont understand you at all too. And so far as i know, i dont have to understand you, because i could hardly think of any reasons. Best if you nv knew that i owned a blog. smart if you know who you are. but look at the 2nd last paragraph and remember that again.

2009-05-15T22:52:00.001+08:00

eh... i nv post coz i always thought that there's sth wrong with the archives-.- BUT THE FACT IS, AFTER CHANGING SO MANY TIMES, I DISCOVERED THAT NOTHING'S WRONG-.- OK! this skin is nice, paiseh sorry jasmine i took it!

2009-05-11T16:20:00.001+08:00

hello paiseh thank you mother:]

2009-05-09T21:44:00.005+08:00

這是一個沒有答案的問題
我感覺我變了OH~誰讓我變了
因為這是一個沒有答案的問題
就被你解開了就那麼解開了
你走過了在這個迷人苦痛的對白
你甚至不讓我知道你對我有多好
慢慢地這份愛悄悄地住下來
深深的在心裡沒人看得出來
安靜的但卻一直都在數你默默的愛
慢慢地這份愛已經變成依賴
漸漸地笑容裡卻讓我充滿期待
不用說我就能夠明白OH你默默的愛
這是一個沒有答案的問題
我感覺我變了OH~誰讓我變了
因為這是一個沒有答案的問題
就被你解開了就那麼解開了
你走過了在這個迷人苦痛的對白
你甚至不讓我知道你對我有多好
慢慢地這份愛悄悄地住下來
深深的在心裡沒人看得出來
安靜的但卻一直都在數你默默的愛
慢慢地這份愛已經變成依賴
漸漸地笑容裡卻讓我充滿期待
不用說我就能夠明白OH你默默的愛
未來的每一天不管發生什麼呢
不能挑給我呢
我要永遠陪著你守候著你直到最後WOO~~~~~~~
慢慢地這份愛悄悄地住下來
深深的在心裡沒人看得出來
安靜的但卻一直都在數你默默的愛
慢慢地這份愛已經變成依賴
漸漸地笑容裡卻讓我充滿期待
不用說我就能夠明白OH你默默的愛

-默默－

2009-05-08T23:36:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, the one who reaches a hand out to you and grabs you when your last finger starts sliding off the cliff, is the one whom you begin the journey with, right from the start. Storms brewed and resolved in this journey. But we all know, that this is not the end.

2009-05-08T23:32:00.002+08:00

whatever you've got,
is what you have to survive through with.
No one is truly dependable,
sometimes,
not even yourself.
You've got to learn and treasure and make use of only what you own.
But in this world,
how many people have the ability to do that?
They always say,
no man is an island,
but proverbs are proverbs,
of course,
it is definitely true literally,
an island is much bigger than one man-.-

2009-05-06T22:22:00.004+08:00

reality

are you strong enough,
to throw off those burdens you are carrying?
are you "courageous" enough ,
to throw them off?
or would you rather untie the burdens
and empty them?

when some are thrown
and some are emptied,
Have you noticed the new ones
dropping on your shoulder
accompanying you till they're gone.

U told yourself
u hate them
you want them off.
out of your sight.
but when you dump them down,
you pay for the consequence
If you empty them
you have to set to work.

Along this path you walk,
you see obstacles and obstacles
till now u live
u crossed them one by one.
just like in a video game
they come in everyone's way
consistently.

view it as a game,
it's hard to find the grand aim.
think about it too deep,
stress will pull you down, sooner or later.

you tried telling yourself everything's fine,
but it's so tough to keep your balance
you fall.
and everyone does.
but they learn to stand back up
and pick themselves up.
countless falls.
when you don't learn,
you'll just simply be a half dead zombie.
finding your way
with the program entered into your computer brain
unamazed by the horrible surrounding.

and one day
when you finally wake up
when it's too late.
how sad would it be,
when you discovered you've lost your most precious time.
most precious youth
lost the chance
to weave out countless beautiful memories you could have
in your past.

Now you wonder,
what have you been doing,
time never stays still
neither do you.
your heart's pumping,
your blood's circulating,
your eyes are moving
and you still have the time ahead.
you are left with each second ahead
to plan
to start
to continue
to finish.

everyone wonders
everyone thinks
everyone's wasted time.
but life's ahead.
not everything may be in your hands.
but you have the right
and ability
to make your change
be the change if you want it.
you have goals, you have the time ahead.

no matter how long or how short it may be,
each passing day belongs to you,
influenced by your hands and your mind.

have you ever cried?
yes you do,
who hasn't?
have you ever tried?
of course.
and did you stand up from your failures?
some,
and the rest were left abandoned and unsolved.

Were you ever depressed?
who wasn't?
you would stand up and learn to walk out of it won't you?

yesterday owes you the debt
however, it simply walks away with it
without returning it back
and never returning you back.
only leaving you with the thoughts about your losses.
tomorrow will never repeat itself as the same tomorrow
it is what you can plan for.
today is the most familiar day and it is still what you can alter.
And now is the moment you can make to enjoy and decide.
And every single moment you know of,
whether good or bad,
regardless of the time,
is a treasure.

Have you found your treasure of all these treasures?

2009-05-04T21:47:00.002+08:00

JINCHENG CUT HER HAIR! O:

why you go cut! issit got bubblegum/tape then cannot get out ._. or you just boliao walkwalkwalk see a salon then randomrandom walk in and ask the hairdresser to cut your hair lol..

no wonder you dont let me go find you -.- tsk thought something happened to you .___. end up only cut hair -.- chey. cheat my feelings...

anyway, i am just a random invader trying to revive this blog -.- WHEN I AM SUPPOSED TO BE REVISING FOR MATHS BLOCKS! .______.

hence i should go now. and come back invade next time :D YAY.

2009-04-30T23:30:00.003+08:00

hello! it's just a post to indicate some random ppl will pose as me in the next poses hurhur.-.-?

2009-04-04T22:05:00.002+08:00

wah lao i really cant tahan this anymore, i have 2 write it somewhere, perhaps i should buy a emo nice notebook as my diary next time/
we do so much of the script and worked out so much details
i want to help them
but they just mess it up! where got ppl find news in english when u r gonna do the report in chinese?
i really cant tahan her sia.
what the hell is wrong?freaking irritating.
finelor LEARN TRANSLATION SKILLS. lol.
i ask for the news u gimme another part of the script?? wads that?
i really cant take it. i feel damn pissed.

2009-03-31T23:15:00.002+08:00

i suddenly feel like posting
coz i saw her post.
honestly i'm really very scared,
what u said really made me very depressed
i didnt know it could be so fragile.
i really didnt know.
i thought it would last.
that was the first time i knew about it.
honestly, i'm scared of losing it.
i'll treasure every moment coz we dunno when it'll end..
i'm scared.
i want it to last.
but there's so litttle possibility.
maybe i should b numb again.
at least i wont get hurt. at least i wont feel so hurt if it really happens.
i know i should. but even till now, i'm still so scared of reality.

i really wish everything, everything could just be like in fairytales.
but only the fact that, this is totally impossible.

YEA! our rough draft is abt to finish... lol. ok i mean we'll finish our whole script on sat!!!! jiayou! haha i shall do at least half of the real script tmr! n minhui agreed 2 help us film!!!!!!!!!! yea:] thx
n abt that advertisement thing hor,
if sining really confirms...
i shall advertise sth onto my blog LOL.
haha...:}

see i updated!

2009-03-21T22:25:00.002+08:00

hello.
i havent post finish haha...
where was i? wait.oh ya
ok
i dun really know how 2 deal with that.
i end up worse than her everytime, even more uncontrollable -.-(ppl who now me know i'm talkming abt mom...)
that's when i'm depressed , at a lighter stage.
and she said clogging is boliao-.- and she leng xiao and went away... i'm like mo ming qi miao (MMQM) again.
-.-

wanna know what i'm like when i reach the highest stage of depression?
i'll just talk softly and coldly
coz i dun wanna have any emotion and coz i've given up-.-
and dun wanna feel anything

lol

i wad think about class gathering,
i was wondering why all of us wanna go back see our old calssmates,
to see frens of coz,
but then i guess some ppl went back 2 see ppl they like LOL. (i'm not talking abt me, me not included here.)
i'm go there 2 see frens haha...

lol.
i wonder is we treasure every single moment of our life, treating it as our last sec, whether it will change our life totally,
we always try2 tell ourselves this,
but we only try, try 2 remember,
me for instance
when do we actually remember?

2009-03-21T20:24:00.002+08:00

ANYONE WANTS HAMSTERS? 2 HAMSTERS? pls tell me... my bro sensitive 2 the hamsters.... i'm afraid i need 2 give them away temporarily...

'ello
:] it was damn fun studying with jasmine today!
n sining lighting up the atmosphere (though the atmosphere isn't heavy at all, not at all lol):]
hehe jasmine said actually she wanted 2 crap alot with me, thats what i wanted 2 ...
but then we ended up seriously mugging 0.o
of coz i know why!
i was damn sleepy haha slept at 2 yesterday!!-.-
so i was the sleepyhead throughout,
and if i dont crap that much, she cant crap that much heself coz she isn't as great as me in crapping:]
muahaha.
and poolside was closed-.- and we have to waste time to go to coronation-.- LOL. and
i pulled out sining's rubber band and passed it to jasmine and miraculously (or should i say obviously), it disappeared,
now i owe her 1 buck LOL.
then it started raining after sining left, the sky wasn't just raining cats and dogs, it was throwing down buckets of water along with the generous sound of thunder (i tink coz it's buy 1 get 1 free)
lol... i was getting sleepier and sleepier and i laid my head on he table and slept!
amazingly, the tremendously loud thunder didnt scare me at all, i was too sleepy to care-.-

LOL.

and jasmine is damn bored of coz haha.. n she said my present is cute! haha.

i really cant tahan her anymore, she's like screaming at me the whole day.. i dunno how...
but when i feel momingqimiao, and when she makes me even more moming qimiao, i'll just go crazy and impatient coz i dont understand...
ya i'm very badtempered when i get more and more momingqimiao..
i couldn't accept any fact when everything goes moming qimiao (莫名其妙）
who can counsel me?
she's just like totally mad and out of control sometimes...

2009-03-19T22:40:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE

HAHA PS YESTERDAY DIDNT GET 2 POST!!!!!!!!!

hello i just read jasmine's blogg...
especially the part on emoing.
I REMEMBER I WAS EMOING ALONE IN THE LIBRARY DURING YOUTH DAY FUNFAIR LAST YEAR haha interesting right? i agree... such a loner.
i was just randomly flipping through comics when i could hear all the laughters coming from downstairs...
i feel nothing that time, honestly. i was just plain cold and frozen and beaten.
ya. ok ... nvm tat... let's skip it..

ANYONE WANTS HAMSTERS? 2 HAMSTERS? pls tell me... my bro sensitive 2 the hamsters.... i'm afraid i need 2 give them away temporarily...

hello ya jasmine's very nice just that talking to her is like... talking shit .... haha j.k. la
bernice nicer 2 to talk 2 lol.. jasmine actually oso haha...

N HOR JASMINE u didnt call me at 11 yesterday HURH! (learnt this word from u-.-sadsad)

ok today got co prac haha... n i feel quite bad abt the audi prac, mrs yee was pointing 2 xyz 2 look n hear dizi... oopsss... i guess we really sux in that performance]:
we'll buck up...
honestly i always messed up lunch pracs...

umm.. btw.. i dno how 2 change or what 2 do 2 make u change and i dunno what suddenly caused such reaction of u... i really want to help u but i dunno how. we did what we were in charge of neatly and finished le... we are not angry and we want comments.. but i dno why u're so upset, u dao me all the time and sometimes i really wish u could just tell me where i'm at fault so that at least u can feel better if i try 2 change...
( i tink u know who i'm talking 2... if u read this...)

2009-03-16T21:53:00.003+08:00

hello i havent blogged for like 1000 years (even though i'm like only 13+ years old LOL.)
hahaha...
ok let's talk about today.
ok i discovered how chim bernice's blog is LOL.
we did om from 8 to 6.40 today haha...
we wrote a new script! (jasmine and bernice so funny haha thx:])
and finished in the speed record of 2.5hours (but the script still needs a little editting-.-)
and the small model vehicle can work!! :] thx minghui and jialing haha
and thx for trying ur best to fix the props, samatha and amanda:]

i was going to pour this container of dirty water into the sink when i realised that there's 2 cats in our sch haha :] (tat creepier cat's fur looked really smooth and silky haha like those expensive species...) another one's the car with bloack fur and white belly.
the fur not tat silky haha....

when i went 2 pour away water in the afternoon, i was looking at those 2 cats and when i turn back
i screamed
there was a cat sitting on the shelve above
STARING AT ME-.-
ok it really gave me a shock-.-

so there were 2 cats 0,0 hahaahaha... n tat car looked damn fierce-.-
ok me ber and jas ate 2 ,meals today!! haha all rice hurhur....

lol... ok.

OM TEAM:] JIAYOU. (i know we had internal conflicts but i hope we can patch up soon coz no matter what we are taking the same stage at the same time with the common goal of acting our parts out and doing our best and we have to work as a team. ok i know sometimes i piss ppl off. ok we'll try 2 prevent such conflicts...)
JIAYOU we can do it.

:]

2009-03-07T22:17:00.002+08:00

hello..
hihi umm i was searching for blogskins i've created a new blog lol. dno whether i should continue this blog or use a new one? >.<

lol. ok yesterday, really sory bernice... hurhur.... i didnt mean it ]: sryy..
n u 2 read my inbox n sent smses=.- !!!
but the "I LIKE YOU CANNOT ISSIT" was damn funny hahaahaha...

ok i dont mean to laugh but it's pure funny:]
n we shared a bottle of mineral water!!
-.- n a cup of "tap water"...

oh dear i have to type fininsh this whole post within 4 min coz i'll b banished off my dearest comp with 4 min-.- ok only left 4 min...
ya exactly me poor thing right?
-.-

ok i'm very pissed coz a black cat cross my path today. i've avoiding tat black cat since the start of this year from crossing my path. n it just crossed radomly today!!! raaaaaaaaarrr-.-
ok i'll make sure i pull a white cat across my path soon... (hopefully i'm so nice tat the white cat crosses my path by itself:]) OK THEY SAY IF U DONT BELIEVE IN IT NOTHING WILL HAPPEN.
OK I DUN BELIEVE IN SUCH SUPERSTITIOUS THINGS... i'm tyrying to tell myself so.... hurhur....

my erhu pieces playing sux hurhur.. nv prac... hopefully my seniors n tchers dun see this :x

lol i'll link weiyu

okkkk i shall end here.... i cant believe i finished this post within 4 min-.-

2009-02-27T22:29:00.004+08:00

very unfortunately, my hamster died.....
sorry hamster for causing its death.
I SINCERELY WISH FOR U to reincarnate as a umm.. let me think.. human is too complicated.. maybe a very lucky human, or an eagle far from humans, or a hippo relaxing in zoo... hmm JY.. sry // i know "it's too late to apologize". but i wish u to rest in peace adn find a happier life soon...

ok weell.. i'm stuck here supposing to do the OM vehicle without the set of instructions.. dno wad..
hmm..
nvm dun talk abt tat.
i'm shocked. french test is like 2 weeks time-.-''
aiiiyyyyooo...
n i havent done the survery-.-

ok i shall not b depressed.
but i tink i'm quite a negative person =.-" haiihhh...
lol.
ok i'm not emo fro now. i dno if tats gd or bad.
who cares ok. i dc.

oh dear after such depressing paragraphs, i finally thought of somthing happy hurhur...
we got in for the news reporting thing! yeah can b xiao ji zhe again :D but.. one grp cnt participate. tat grp of 4 , one went to another competition for selected students (i didnt join tat one coz got too much commitments like OM, syf, this project thing. 3rd lang, etc.. dun tink i can cope), then there's 3 more members,
one member of the other grp who got selected want out, so one member of the other unselected gro will transfer there.....

i originally had the intention of quitting this competition due to the fact that i suggested drawing lots (if i remember correctly... but sining said it's not me.. -.o) but then sbd go push all the blame to me infront of tcher. the rebelness in my kind heart asked me to go against her-.-... ok any way ya shall end here :]

(p.s. tagboard unlocked :] spam again, locked again..)

2009-02-25T18:53:00.002+08:00

my blog very nice to spam meh =.=""
n can u lame ppl pls stop imposing ?
i know u very de pro go hack ppl's account.. but pls stop imposing la-.-
crapping competition has no meaning of "imposters" ...
umm i tink u have problems in ur compre paper too..
haih.. ppl like u i tink only got umm 1% hope... so kelian

ok anyway.. my hamster(the one tat came with the cage bought) was bitten badly by another..
there was blood on its forehead, neck and belly.. it's not really moving but i really hope it can survive...
i'm here to pray tat it can revive or live on hopefully my nxt post is not to mourn.
stupid me. i shld have rescued it. i'm a loser.
i sincerely pray tat my hamster will live on. with strong determination.

2009-02-21T20:35:00.004+08:00

helo
so sad my crapper jasmine isnt on9 :[ haha.
*sob*
ok.
anyway. haha. i was drenched like 3 or 4 times today ... sobsob.. or more than tat?
ok i wanna upload pictures :] my sleeping hamster

i drew the hair n cecilia drew the rest ;D

my angel's valentine's gift ! so nice!

2009-02-16T21:10:00.002+08:00

umm haha. today shall do 25 random things... well i thought i wanted to post sth sort of important and interesting 2day but well u know me.. it slipped off my mind hurhur...

1) tmr i have maths se1 due and art due
2) i have not touched on a single bit of art and have half of maths undone hurhur...
3) i love the presents my angel GIMME AND WELL I REMEMBER TATS WAD I WANNA POST ABT HAHA! but wait till i type finish this 25 things 1st lol.
4) tmr i'm having lunch prac...
5) i AM AN EXTREmely rAndoM person.. ya:]
6) i dont like ppl snatching my things with permission not granted :[
7) I LOVE TYPING RANDOM STUFF
8) i am addicted to smsing, msning, a bit of blogging n facebook o.0
9) i'm a REAL PRO AT WASTING TIME muahaha.
10) i'll give u more complicated ans than Questions if i don feel mathy lol.
11) i'm looking forward frm receiving the hamsters frm jasmine as soon as possible lol.
12) i just discovered that i can crap a lot n jasmine can crap a lot even when only us 2 are talking (tats quite rare. coz normally i'll b the only one talking n the other laughing, then i'll stop n .... well u know, SILENCE... )
13) i dont understand why some ppl r like quite easy 4 me 2 read their mind and some like, i totALLY HAS NO IDEA wads going on in their minds-.-
14) ohya, i'm trying my best 2 stop my addict on smsing, LOL. but who knows if i'll succeed. n anyway, i sent only 10 sms today i tink...
15) i'm getting sick of this
16) i dno how 2 continue the list-.-
17) why am i still stuck at 17?
18) hmm... i like food.
19) i wanna get a little fat
20)irritating le.
21) my hair is messy coz i'm EXTREMEMLY IRRITATED.
22) soon.
23) we're lucky we dont have exams this month.
24) i like cute soft toys.
25) i can finally catch my breath for finishing this lame thing with no aim-.-"

2009-02-15T21:23:00.002+08:00

hello! i'm feeling boliao so i shall do this lame thing:]

Where is your cell phone?.....beside me lol.
Your hair? .......tied in a ponytail?
Your father? .......umm watching tele (some complicated The Bourne Supremacy)
Your favorite thing? .......yummy food la, duh...
Your dream last night?......i rarely remember my dream unless it's special, disgusting, weird, etc. but yesterday it's nothing of this-.-
Your favorite drink? ..........most of the time water
Your dream/goal? ..........all A1s (lol... so far..) BE a doctor:]
The room you are in? .......computer room
Your fear? ........sudden attacks.. esp frm sining. -.- and sudden scoldings... like frm ming?..
AND BUGS
Where do you want to be in 6 years?.....EARTH
One of your wish list items?......NICE phone:] and slapping a random person
Where you grew up? .......singapore
The last thing you did? .......typing the word " word"
What are you wearing?.......my skin and DEFINITELY NO MASK and CLOTHES OFCOZ
Your TV?...........i tink philips, wait i go check.ya. and the small spoilt one sony.. -.o lol.
Your pets? ......2 tortoises, and 2 coming hamsters?.. ask jasmine..
Your computer? .... brand again? LG... n flat screen n nice:] but just so slow sometimes
Your life? ..........getting nicer? lol. and always fainting coz of sining?
Your mood? ........stressed... hw
Missing someone? ...... not really:] i can contact all those ppl :} lol
Your car? ....... i cant drive yet but i can steal my bro's toy car :]
Favorite store?......THIS FASHION
Your summer? ........umm... summer all day long-.-
Your favorite color? ........black white pink silver purple:]
When is the last time you laughed? .......dun remember .. i laugh anytime:]
Last time you cried? .......think a few days ago? dno la. n i dun like 2 cry la-.- swollen eyes is wad u get-.-

Three people who email me? ... facebooks.. n siyao's email
Three of my favorite foods? .......icecream, frenchyfries lol, umm chocolates(ferroro rocher)
Three places I would rather be right now? ........earth, on my bed, sitting at a table of delicacies meant 4 me 2 eat :]

--- err.. end liao meh..? radom sia... dun get it.

2009-02-14T22:48:00.007+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S :] N BEST FRENS' DAY:]

hello:]
1) i have 2 cut down my LIMITED smses and calls and prepaid-.-"
2) coz i sent 40 to 50 + smses per day this few days T.T

ok... well. sux.
ok let's b cheerful C: ( forcing up the cheek skin on my face...)
1st i had CCA..
n much to MY SURPRISE
sining did not foget to forget to tie her hair 0.o
LOL (i.e. she tied her hair, which is unlike last week.)
then unfortunately, much to my disappointment, as u can c, i'm here typing coz i no need to change things for hamsters... jasmine didnt bring her hamsters (i can understand) n she HAS A BIG BRAIN FOR BUSINESS...)...

...

then we went 2 eat. and there's this loser who is very zilian, using a book 2 cover face. which is like ridiculous... who want 2 look-.-
then even more ridiculously,
my dear sining, to take a better look at this retard, went all the way up and back there again after we went down.
when i was abt 2 go up n look 4 her coz she taking very long, the nxt thing she told me was tat she whacked a person whom she had met just today.
pro .... peifu. actually I REALLY WANNA WHACK ALSO. but dun have the courage-.-
i laugh laugh laugh.
finally stopped laughing :D

so i asked her, "so did u see the face?" "err... hurhur... no..."she starts laughing again.
biang

i feel like fainting.
*faint* *faint*( actually she made me faint MANY TIMES le.)
yes.

went the way back 2 nanyang:] (homesweethome)

lol.
n START CUTTING STUPID SEMI CIRCLES (i mean clever...?)
n hor, i cut n cut n cut.
i tink one hour ltr
i took out my erhu. and played
biang, jasmine threatened 2 cut my xian into half T.T
then she took my erhu and "kill chicken"
i took it back ltr n played,
she put the penknife 5 cm away frm my string leh
..

ming come and start scolding me.
i argue with her and blahblah said weird things and wrong words (like u become i...)
. the she ask me shuttup/...
wadeva /

tmr cant go bernice's house so sad.
got THEORY ALL THE WAY FRM 2 TO 5!!
sad.
let's cry!.
hahaha.
tats laughing.
wanna see ninglu.
thx 4 gifts and i love my angel:] (PLS STOP THINKING I'M LES... NONO... LOVE YA AS A SIS:])(i dun have elder siblings :[ )

see ya:] bb

2009-02-10T20:57:00.002+08:00

YO
today i really have the urge to bang my head on the wall 6+ times -.-
it started coz someone made me damn pissed. i felt so paiseh smsing to the wrong no. lor-.-
then the seats problem... always got ppl taking the seat on the outside when i'm gonna alight-.-
thenthen... sining called me n irritated me 2 times (j.k.) (i.e. called me 2 times..) N MY BRO WAS SLEEPING.... and well she hor... nvm
anyway i actually succeeded on banging my head on purpose on the glass window of 945 coz I WAS DEPRESSED...
and i cant believe i finished today's hw be4 8o'clock... hopw i can sleep b4 11... i'm so damn sleepy!
haha. anyway hihi...
i feel a bit better liao...
haha... but i want cakes oso leh...
lol
i want nice cold drinks but my throat's not fully recovered yet!
"get well now" to myself n everyone with flu haaha:}

yaya bb:]

2009-01-30T22:22:00.002+08:00

hello
i feel like posting today. and i am really sad. i feel a little guilty.
...
u shld know why. coz of the audition.
anyway, i tink i'm so selfish. sometimes i really wanna give up my place 4 others.
thx to gyps for her blessings anyway.

dun feel like posting much... this the end.

2009-01-28T22:50:00.003+08:00

i hereby proclaim that me, ___________have learnt my lesson. that a sore throat + sneezes + runny nose can be obtained by singing love story (taylor swift) an octave higher. oh man i've really learnt my lesson! -.-
wahbiang, very uncomfortable u know?
then hor, tmr still have presentation. wad the freak am i supposed to do?
T.T i know liao. cry 1st.
aiya but no more tears liao leh, it's gone with my runny nose ._.?
nvm. shall pretend to cry.
anyway somemore hor, my left ear1s gonna be deaf soon... how ah? i mean i'm serious.. how many days of left ear hearing am i left with.... i'm very scared... someone help me...
the one responsible for this doesn't even give a damn for goodness sake-.-
._. no more tears. .

~~i really scared. fck. fckfckfckfckfckfck!!! freak sia damnnit. i hate it. fck. i dont want 2 b 1/2 deaf T.T~~
what shld i do. i still got art. but i'm so proud of myself for finishing qianyan at the top top speed of less than 1 hour! muacks i lobe myself.

anyway.
i regret asking for maggimee at peiyin's house. thx for ming's remainder that i realised it's rude...
sy i really didnt mean it... just a slip of my mouth.... hurhur... lol

anyway. i finished typing. yes :] sometimes, i really wonder what some words mean... i mean.. i just dont get it... i just dont understand everyone...including myself muahahahaha <3 lol

bb earthlings:]

2009-01-26T23:36:00.004+08:00

woo hohoho...
finally my blog looks something 50% perfect...
i spent so damn long... (and tell u a secret, i havent finished my hw!)
ok... well
oh ya where was i?
ok continue

i shall talk abt new year 1st. well. i'm freakling ored with loads of HW-.-
to say the truth, i dunno why but i dun even care much abt ang pow money...
i mean it... i oso dunno why...
it's like ... "come then come lor... get then get lor dun get oso heck care..."
ya... ok... well i know it's late... but it's me typing la...

as i was saying, bubble tea...
then err..
wad ah?
oh ya i went 2 put my things like erhu back into my house,
n reached saps like 1.30 ++ and missed a lot of ppl-.-
then we gals played heart attack... (u'll be like errr....)
some of us went bowling, actually i dun remember exactly got who, but got me, anyi, sheena, ming, ken, etc.
then we went bowling! anyway i sucked
me n anyi both played 8 altogether (we shared games hoho...)
anyi's much pro than me la, she like 1st time bowl and played so well.... haha
the best score we had was 9...
well we won the 1st game (actually not we play de, is glenn-.-)
anyway... i'll still say like yea?
i tink we got 2nd las or last 4 the 2nd game...
then i went 2 anyi's house.
we watched tv then talked abt boring lame n wierd? stuff...
ate dinner @ her house... hurhur...
sry 4 the trouble caused/...

oh ya the bubble tea part, i rushed 2 saps to get my disgusting weird tasting choco oreo bubble tea from qingxiao coz i asked peiyin 2 help me take 2 saps... haha...

i feel like crapping rite now. haha.
ok.
anyway. i am typing right now. i know this is obvious haha. i wanna do maths. but my butt's stuck onto the chair hehe...
hi.
ok...
xiao nyonya... (..?)
hello
i'm random.
someppl likes to talk
someppl are liars.
some ppl are nice
some ppl are unfriendly.

ok i'm getting to the main point.
10 out of 10 of what i say is crap. (aiya... some pl like sining even more pro.. 12 out of 10's crap..) j.k.
12 out of 10 of the thoughts that runs through my head are crap. i'm serious. i have a hyper-active mind that can only be quiet for like one sec when it's telling itself to shush.
this especially occurs when i'm walking, even when i'm rushing for time-.-
i wonder how to make my mind active without the hyper like everyone else?

ok i dont feel like typing le:]
bb :] hohoo.

hello tp 2009/ 209

2009-01-24T23:24:00.002+08:00

omg! hhihihi!
i'm soo damn happy
tis my 1st post after changing 2 this nice template <3!!!!!!
u know why? coz hor, u cant copy or select words on this template becoz the designer added the disable selecting thing.... (i dunno why...)
i spent so long finding it and removing suspicious things
n finally
i did it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!
hurhur/...
know me for my craziness! <3

yesterday we went back 2 saps...
haha....
i ate with minghui qingxiao n peiyin after going 2 peiyin's house haha...
then bought bubble tea... ltr continue haha....

2008-11-16T21:19:00.004+08:00

hello
pls b noted tat sms will not b replied temporarily frm this wed 4 one week coz i'm going overseas:)

template is sill not changed
coz i cant make up my mind... haha
ANYWAY i shall post
got sth funny 2 tell ... haha
my mum told me this

today she went 2 the supermarket (i dunno which one la..)
then she was queueing up at the cashier
then suddenly somebody screameddddddddd

it was the cashier of which mum was queueing at
guess wad happened?

she was keying in things onto the comp
n then suddenly...

she felt something furry among her fingers... guess wad...

it's a green caterpillar...
n she jumped right out of her seat haha

then. the cute little thing was still there popping its tiny head up from the keyboard looking around at all the people staring at it...
i wish i were there...
then i can take a pic of the cute little thing haha (it seems cute 2 me lol)
such a cutey caterpillar

but soon it was plucked out and banished into the dustbin i think... lol
poor cute little thing.....

haha... nothing much 2 say coz i slacked through the day:) bb.

2008-11-15T23:14:00.004+08:00

ohya btw, can someone send me some sort of quiz i can blog n do??

hello
yesterday's class outing's a failure!!!!!!! at 1st: 6 gals 1 boy (alicia, me, minghui, sheena, wearnxin, rohini, glenn)

then glenn went home after lunch n bg's mac .
then,
we dumbdumb, know it's raining yet went all the way 2 west coast-.-
then just came back 2 bb n waited 4 ken.

sheena went home.
alicia, me minghui, ken went 2 watch madagascar...
damn short + we missed 1st 15 min of the 1h25min show-.-
others wondered abt in de lib.
in the end : 3g 1 b
total ppl who turned up : 2 boys + 6 gals
= 8 ppl.
got improvement of 2 frm the wed outing i tink
*clapclap..* (fainter n fainter n soft too.)
1/5 of our 6-1. pro.

we must hav a proper class outing tat at least 20ppl (10b 10g) turning up!
wait until minghui come back frm overseas in dec we have 2 have some type of proper bbq at west coast!
i shall do marshmallowing. hope ken'll stop
fighting wif me muahahaha
________________________

n guess wad-.-
i was editing the template n pastiong things here n there
n finally trying 2 make it back 2 its original n... n!!!!!!!
..
it didnt work well..
half of my blog is ruined-.-
as u can see the lower half is all WHITE.
the image was SUDDENLY removed from photobucket...
as in the lower frame-.-
damn.
now i have a half template appearance-.-
BORED.
shall go n find a nice template someday.
howcome it was suddenly removed??-.-
nvm i'll see if i can use standby templates i found last time....

2008-11-12T13:18:00.011+08:00

i'm damn unhappy... cant go escape... wtf... actually can go one leh... anyway, it's closed... i dunno why.... i cant go 2 6-1 gathering-.-
(anyway issit called class gathering when only 5 out of 40 ppl went?) ... i realised almost all my posts r unhappy or angry-.-

ANYWAY, i founf photos 2 post! haha... a few from my hp, some from other ppl's blog hahas:) (Luckily they didnt apply copyright... or.. or.. i'll b fined.. lol)

BEFORE

from left: mingui, bernice n me... (Ming n ber so chio... n i'm looking damn horribly weird-.-)

BETWEEN

qianyi n bernice punks

bernice n charmaine, weiyu ma king up herself (puting lipstick i tink...)

me looking damn horribly weird + dirty (really like liu4lang4han4 -.-)
thx a lot 2 the pro makeup artist -- goh minghui!:) lol

minghui showing off her skills... (i took this pic using ber's phone..muahahaha i know my photography skill is pro:))

some more random pics...
frm left: minghui, bernice, weiyu, me

frm left: bernice,(ming's fingers i tink), eunice, my hand+arm, siyao

frm left: qianyi, bernice, me, minghui (3rd levelchangingroom)

pro hair dresser (curler.. haha)

bernice curled her fringe haha cute

left:joyce (the police of my show), ber, joan

from down : JuniorBMW (lol) haha

2 last piece of cheese cake jilaoshi bought 4 us haha (v. yummy!)

2008-11-09T22:01:00.001+08:00

ooppss... haaha.. sry, 4got 2 upload fruits pic... haha:)

today's a mango:) haha tmr shall b a COCONUT!!!!!!!!!!!!(sort of my fav:))

2008-11-09T21:00:00.002+08:00

yeah!
i just got my darling black rosin!!!!!!!!! muhahahahaha muahahahah!
but.... i just .... i... i.......... i
i cant get over the dream....
IT'S A TOTAL NIGHTMARE
but the starting was sort of nice, not having any relation with the.. nightmare part...
thenthen........ then...
i dunno why i had such dreams... but believe me, this 's not a normal nightmareof a teenage girl of things like ghosts or pregnancy blahblah.....
but i ... i .... i dunno why....
BUT
I SWEAR I'LL NEVER EVER NEVER IN ALL MY LIVES DO SUCH A THING...
it's so damn freaking n alive n appear so real ... n it's so different from any dreams i had b4....
towards the end of the dream, when i was still in it,
i remember,
sth just told me it had to b a dream it had to b a dream!
then it told me i'm waking up soon....
then i did...
but i didnt broke out in cold sweat...
i remember my clammy sweaty hands in the dream,
the brownish yellow rope...
i.. it's so clear...
i cant forget.... omg... why am i so bad?
NONO IT'S .. IT'S I-M-P-O-S-S-I-B-L-E!!!!!!!!!!!!
i .. realy dunno wad ... wad 2 do?
BUT I WILL NV ALLOW ANYTHING NEAR IT 2 HAPPEN IN REAL LIFE...
there's only 2 other dreams which i remember v. clearly (sadly, they're all nightmares...)

1) in my dream, i was sleeping (tats weird...)
i had the rustles of bushes outside the windows...
a creepy owl slowly landed on the trees (somehow, the trees reached outside my windows... which is on the 8th floor.... weird)
it spoke. in a creepy voice, it said " yi1 chua4 shi2, shi2 chua2 bai3, bai3 chua2 qian1, qian1 chua4 wan4...."
then somehow it ended...

2) in my dream... i was walking by a blk... then i saw a gross thing ...
the ants eating up some kind of disgusting insect.
somehow, i went near it, or rather it just became nearer 2 me...
i woke up.... n broke up in cold sweat...
then... i turned my head 2 the side .............. n omg !!!.... they... they were rite in fromt of my eyes... n guessed wads my reaction?... without screaming, i ran all the way 2 my parents' bedroom..... hurhur.... then when they went there wif me, they were gone...
but... but... everything looked so damn real... ...

any haha... i shall try to forget tat dream n love mum more than anyone n anthing n more than everything! ... bb....

2008-11-07T21:16:00.002+08:00

ohhoohohohohohohohohoohohoooo
DO ME A FAVOUR! REMIND ME 2 REGISTER FOR PIANO THEORY EXAM 17/11!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUST!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THX....
HOHO... BB

2008-11-07T14:24:00.006+08:00

(strawberries.... muahahaha...shall make ur mouth and mine water... hoho)

i shall either slack or not slack through today muahahahah... i hav already slacked through half the day...... bbb

hope bernice's food poisoning get well le. bbbbbbbbbbbbbbb:)

2008-11-05T23:16:00.013+08:00

wooohohoho...
nothing much today...
1st.. woke up at 10.30=)
then eat n found a big teshirt of my dad... n went off ...
be4 i can cross the road... i watched sadly as my bus flew off...
n i waited for 8 min... only 8 min!!!!!!!!!!!
u know how long the bus took 2 reac bb??? 5min... only 5 min!!!!!!! miracle sia... nomally 10min leh...

then blahblah... c & d.... wad de freak... hav 2 make my face look dirty 4 the makeup-.-gonna buy some eyeshadow...(Not me. my mum)

then went 2buy sushi!!! coz it was raining, minghui n me decided2 scissorspaperstone(I knoe it's lame.. juz shuddup..) 5 times 2 decide if we shld go,
i was for. ming was against.
i won=)

ming said let's see who win 5 times 1st.
she won-.-
then she said 7 times-.- (wah biiiang...)
she won...(i expected tat-.-)
then i said see got rain or not..
looked like the rain had become much lighter.
so we alighted..... actually still raining.
heckcare. dash through the rain n we got my sushi!!!!!!!!!
then went back...
the big sushi with fish(Ming thought it's chicken) was very nice!!!!!!! esp the mayonnaise=)
wads it called? california or sth? dun remember le...
told my mum. henh she nv scold me=)

Oh ya... i slept from 6 to .30pm today... haha... waste of time... BUT I HOPE 2 GROW FATTER!! 2 ACCEPTABLE SIZE N FATNESS! FATTER! 3 TIMES ENOUGH...! as in not 3 times my size now.. of coz... but i dundunDUN WANT WEIGHT 2 INCRESE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i'm not light leh.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh i still owe charmaine her book... how... i still at page40 or 50 sth... only...

hello whoever u r.
if u're free next monday, 10/11, at night
do come 2 nanyang audi from 6.45 to 10pm 4 or chorol n drama night=)
come earlier 2 get better seats... foc=)
p.s... i'm in de last show: 9.45... make sure u dun fall asleep...

haha... need 2 sleep le.. tmr still got cca-.- shall go poolside restaurant again...

2008-11-03T22:47:00.002+08:00

cant stand it
i hope SBS/SMRT ppl will read this post
ok 1st i hav 2 say it's my fault
while waiting 3 bern with ming, siting on the stool there at bb interchange.
then i accidentally left my wallet behind, wheni reach west mall kfc then i realise...
so i ran back
i saw an old security officer n asked him 4 help
he say he was waiting 4 me 2 take back my wallet.
I REALLY WANNA SAY A THOUSAND THX TO HIM.
then i went 2 office 2 reclain my wallet.
i saw my beloved wallet, with every inside of it spilled out.
written on a small piece of paper beside, was $5.25
wtf.
my mother just gave me 15. today
n they r not there.
my tendolla note n 5 dollar note MISSING!
wtf.
i spoke 2 tat officer.
he said "5.25 is wad we counted he also witness."
cant b//...
i went out of the office n the old security officer kindly askesd me if de amoun is rite
i shook my head n told him 15 bucks missing
he said he saw that 2 notes too n went vback with me 2 the office=)
i was damn thankful
he muttered sth like... they could not be trusted, tose ppl.. i had knew tat.. in chinese
then throught the officer n his conversatiojn, i learnt that there was a period of time when the wallet was left unguarded IN THE OFFICE BE4 THAT OFFICER COUNTED THE MONEY.
as there were a lot of malay n indian security guards outside the office, that could only mean it's one of them....
i know it's my fault ... my carelessness
but it was beyond my expectation tat those ppl were so dishonest... i cant believe.........

hmmm........bye

2008-10-27T22:06:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRHDAY BRO!
aiyoooo...
got scolded by mum...
nvm jia chang fan
dont care...
she not gd mood...
anyway, today's my bro's 3 year old birthday, so my frens went 2 my house play...(lol weird rite? not his frens haha...)
then coz tmr got sch n 4 some other reason, the left @ 9+ -.-
so early.....-.-
aiyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoo
wanna invite them again...
i cant find my poker cards... the 3 decks...
dunno go where, somemore all new...
hmm...
btw i havent made the sandwiches...
die ler...
hope can at least make 17 (half the class...)
dun care 1st la...
my right brain: aiya bloggin comp come 1st la cant blame me...
left brain: oh really?? u sure?
right brain: should be la... dun care
left brain: u know beside the sandwich u still got how much things ???
rigt brain: ya hor.. how ah? but i cant stop blogging now leh
left brain: hey-.- i'm supposed 2 ask u how ... stop la
right : cnt... lidat stop the post is incomplete then nobody knows wad jc writing...
left: so? u have 2 do moe important things!
right: aiya dunno la... blog 1st bahh...
left : .... =.=" (i shutup)
so my right wins.... even thought i'm more left brain....
coz as u can seee... i still bloggin... hmm...
i shall do a lame test...? hahaz=)
many ppl do lol....

1 do you have secrets?
duhh... even rabbits have...
2 would you fall in love with a boy younger than you ?
maybe.. who knows? i cant predict future:l
3 do you enjoy going school ?
sometimes?
4 what would you do with a billion dollars ?
go gamble! j.k... donate money, buy small things 4 frens, families, me, n save the rest in bank n wait for money from interest=)
5 will you fall in love with your best friend ?
my bf r gals n i'm NOT LES
6 which is more blessed , being love or loving someone ?
i dunno... but both is joy... but it's best if the one u love loves u toooo...
7 list out 15 favourite songs
i'm very choosy about liking songs... so i'm afraid my list is less than 15.. haha
8 if the person you admired is attached , what will you do ?
shush n wait... hopefully he does not know or i'll be rejected lol... wait... ya...
9 is there anything that has make you extremely happy ?
i have been typing wrong anses 4 this Q... let me think...
when my frindge grows to the exact length? dunno la... tink 4 3 min oso nothing come out.... am i pessismistic n non-appreciative?.... sorry....
10 what makes you angry ?
lots of things but main ting is.... when she made me so intolerable coz of her fake expression, voice, mouth, tat makes me feel like slapping her n call her "bitch"0,0
11 how would you see yourself in 10 years time ?
alive n kicking n overboard studying with super loya, nice frens.
12 who is currently the most important person to you ?
family..mum dad bro.... frens....
13 what is the most important things in life ?
- be kind n helpful n to hope tat she can disappear.
14 would you rather be single and rich or married but poor ?
married but poor... but of coz he must love me n loyal n smart. money cant buy true love n happiness.
15 what is your fav colour ?
top 5! black, white, silver, pink, purple!!!!
16 would you give all in to a relationship ?
no. no matter how much i love it, it's not worth being dumb giving up all n be a useless freak.
17 if you fell in love with 2 person , who will you pick ?
choose a 3rd better than both.
18 would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a person has done to you ?
depends on how deeply my heart was stabbed.
19 what do you want to tell the person you like ?
want? me: who u like? /..... j.k.... do i like anyone? lol...
20 what type of person will you fall in love with ?
at least 70% look, smart, nice, sweet? dunno.... someone i can rely on?
r my tastebuds weird...? lol....hopefully u r not reading this.

haha

2008-10-25T15:21:00.006+08:00

lol i just realised tat my blog's time is in pacific time-.-
haha
went 2 murray master class today
got learn something (but i dunno wad is "something" leh...)
quite sleepy
went tere late
i ate instant noodles (korean... hope it's safe...)
hmmm bb =) short n sweet post!
wait! i dun understand why she keep lying n so boliao n not leaving-.- blahblah...

2008-10-23T21:39:00.000+08:00

blablablah
dunno wad 2 say
hahhahahahah
i'm still sad
hihihi
stilll sad
hihihihihihi
even more sad
onononopcjfoprjfop
annoyed
????
raaaaaaaar
wtf is she not leaving?
iowefdnerfni34npo
annoyed n irritated

kklekmdepofm
CANT STAND HER
seriously nono

worse
dunno y teacher change hil 2 her
cant stand it
she wont be so lucky one day her luck will reach an end.
full stop.

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2008-10-22T22:23:00.000+08:00

yo
today v. boring
n i didnt expect such sucky results
ESP FOR MATHS
so damn freaking
i want 2 add 3 marks, they ask for time nv say units,
y my ans in mins not accepted=.=
freako
so
i wrote 3 craps onmy paper...

n guess wad
even worse news
suddenly she not leaving wtf
(so obvious from de evidences-.-)
she stay wad stay
i dont understand wad all her lies r 4
i dun care wad u tink
but i tiink making all these up r very boliao
n stupid definitely.
aiya i not her ofcoz i dun understand her la
thx for ur understanding of me not understanding her by not saying that i'm crapping
coz it's true.
cant stand her
rite from the start-.-

aiya crap oso no use la
say oso no use
welll wadeva to be happened happens.
ok this is crapper
-.-
i missed french festival today coz of the ST-.-
i want 2 taste cheese u know??!!!!
i waited 4 so dam long then suddenly pop up i cannot go eat cheese
freak
and now i sneeze
who scolding me????
aiaiyoyo

tomorrow cca starting=.=
n i lost my roisine
freaksssss
n i got ST again
cannot taste cheese though tmr have french fair too
suckor

ok.... tats alll i go sleep le bb
ppl tag hor

hello

2008-10-16T21:06:00.000+08:00

hihi
my fren said sth tat i would nv forget.
"u give others present, shouldn't expect others to return."
hmm...
nv thought in tat way...
ya think it's right...

nvm
i feel v. guilty 2 my fren
last year.....
hope she nv read tis post...
i lost the present she gave me
it makes me remember her forever
i tink it's my carelessness
but things happen in fate
i dunno i f it's simply fate, part of my life
scripted destiny?

.....

u can't control things ,
can u?

suckor naggy la

i'm so damn irritated
.......

boring + naggy
= sleepy
this formula is RIGHT.
.........

tomorrow watching butterfly lovers yeh
wuzun in ancient clothes so damn weird
hu ge looks more shuai n cool in ancient china clothes (or is that even ancient chinese clothes their hairstyle don even look like it-.-)
...............
ohya
me n ning wanted 2 get a soft toy from the machine in the arcade
then after much hestation
she say we play
she no 1 dollar
so use mine
she took the coin and in less than 1 second, be4 i realise,
she dropped it be4 i was mentally prepared
ok
i panicked
no choice we pressed buttons on the machine
NOTHING HAPPENED
pissed off
start banging on all the buttons
nothing happened
wtf
one dollar wasted
then she paid me 50c
each of us 50c wasted
freako.
.....................
so bb=)

EOYS OFFICIALLY OVER=)

2008-10-15T20:10:00.000+08:00

yeah=) eoy over
hmp exams not as hard as i dont want it 2 b=)
but didnt finish-.-
left out the iii chord and anoer 2 chords coz of "pens down"=(
nvm heck care
i got study i finished all other things and i did my best:) believe i can do well
dont talk about this le.... wad passed is unchangeable.

planned 2 eat chichken rice with mh and bernice at 12.45 but ended up half hour ltr coz of my time-unconsciousness-.-
damn suai
at 12.10, planned 2 go out of library liao
then suddenly OMG stomach start 2 feelhungry and self-digesting
dunno... tink is gastric
i thought pain would go away, stayed on my chair for 5 more min,
of coz the pain became more excruciating-.-
dragged my bag and myself and my books down 2 canteen n drank hot milo+nuggets
NO USE
then drag myslef 2 the other far gate and walk all the way 2 the bridge dragging my paining stomach
still not enough
the bridge was flooded -.-
crap
have 2 squeeze 2 the side 2 go through
i felt unbearable and the pain only got worst
then blahblah ... finally reach there and wah biang
wrong busstop
walk dunno like how long with me sweating coldly madly
with a crazy stomach of coz
sorry bernice make u wait so damn long=(

finally reach
somach pain got worst till i could not eat anything
gulped down the chinese tea + half bowl chicken soup
have 2 packet my foos-.- feel so paiseh
wah de...
rain sia
anyway buststop only 10m away...
so blahblah..... reac homw lie down chat on phone
then de pain got better-.-
slack at the comp
freak
nv go cut hair
hope tomorrow can....

now i can SLACK N SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!=))))

gtg eat dinner le bb=)

hmmm.... frens in other schs still havin eoys most luck=)
jy... can pull over 8 subjects(siaosia... i managed?) u can too... jy
dun care her care only make me uncomfortable lol sucker.hope u're gone. soon.(random lol)

freaking la

2008-10-13T19:50:00.000+08:00

hmm...
useless me 1 more mark then can round off 2 a1 for french-.-
y my language so sucky?
i got ZERO a1s for all languages-.-
sucky me. i suck.
i'm happy, coz i managed 2 fin maths 2 min bfor pens down, science 18 min be4=)
yah eoys gonna come 2 an end...
today french class so paiseh-.- the next class came n me n jazel were playing hangman on the white board...lol we lame sia...

hope 2morrow can pass hmp playing-.-
i only started on corant one moths ago n therea damn many trills-.-
aiyo....
must pass la
must get a1 la
i v. free hor? now still blogging-.- hopeless...
hopw i can only lose one mark 4 maths p1-.-

hmm.... wed i'll go crazy
feel like writing out my schedule 4 wed coz i feel like it coz i look forward 2 it=)

12-- chicken rice-.- lol
2++ -- go home change clothes cut hair=) (i want my frindge back=))
3++ tidy up my cupboard got so many clothes a lot is rubbish-.-
6--go sleep n dream about gd stuffs
7-- dinner (duhh...)
8-- comp
9-- erhu (dunno how long nv touch le-.-miss it?)
10-- slack through the comp n go siao
11-- try 2 call somebody chat out of boredom....

my schedule lame rubbiah la lol
but i like
so don stop me-.-
how long have i crapped? dunno-.-
nothing more 2 say...
everyyyone most luck=) to all my frens not fiends.
hope i can exceed her for most subjects.
thers no reason i cant, right? =)
we r all humans age doesnt make a diff doesit?
so theres no reason.
nothing's impossible
coz i believe n strive=)
dunno wad i crapping la nvm
bbs=)))) coming back on wed or thurs=)

random.. weird?

2008-10-01T00:11:00.001+08:00

nothing much today... went to eat dinner outside with my father's frens n family...
woke me up from my seep to go outside eat=(
slack through the day again, nv did revision at all=(((((((
i'm loser sia...
tomorrow must not slack ler...
i made 3 wishes 4 my birthday...
which i really REALLY LONG AND WANT....
they are not virtually things/matters...
1) i hope that we...... err... .....
2) want extremely.........4.......
3) i want me ...............................

as they are wishes for birthday... i cant say themm... or maybe they'll not happen.... i really really want them 2 happen...

3 things i like about me?

1) i'm weird (of coz this's a weird reason)
2) i'm random
3) i like 2 help ppl n can defend myself? ... i can shush 4 one min? dunno la

3 things i dislike about me

1)i am disorganised and ant control myself (like rite now -.-), always rush at last min...
1) i can cry of real things in life (not acting)
2) i can be hurt ( i want my heart b frozen)

hmm.... aiya... wonder when my extra wish will come true... reaally leaving or not... hurry leh////

hope when time comes its true... =) must be true hor.. or i'll....
err...
b damn disappointed?

dunno la...

most luck for eoys la to everyone....=)

lone day.

2008-09-29T21:13:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling so damn low. ya it;'s my birthday rite... ya rite. i'm still low.
so damn emo. it's a emo day. my birthday is the worst.
nvm
i'm alive.
hope is countless.
no need at all
to feel sad for this fallen in this class.
hope is countless
coz this class is less than 0.000001% of the whole wide world.
out there waiting
are countless opportunities.
no need to be emo or sad, idiot.
i'm alive.
hope's countless.

loner of 109.

yipppppppppeeeeeee!!!

2008-09-22T19:30:00.000+08:00

heelllo!
yeeah! i just changed my blogskin and has just started renewing my blog n sorry everything still so empty=(... hahah hope u dont blame me!!!
after eoy i'll definitely spend A LOT OF time on my blog,
beautifying it and making soooooooooooooo sympa et belle!!!!

I JUST REVEVED MY BLOG!!!!

warning: it'll be dead for 3 - 4 weeks until i'm done with troublesome eoys and my after-exam matters to settle. BE WARNED. haha j.k.

anyway today i had my french test =)))
i passed!!!
at least that's what i think!!! i wish myself MORE LUCK!!!
so i can get at least 98% of what i say...

hymmm.... i'm appearing so hyper...
personal stuffs n may appear weird to other ppl except those who knows me well=)
... err i still dont quite get much feelings.
my heart's still plasteres with a layer of ice...
u cant expect real feelings to come out of the heart
escaping the layer of ice ... i suppose..?
i'm so scared of pain,
i dont dare tear off the ice..
coz all the wounds i had, especially from her...
will inflict pain on me...

i dont tink tats quite gd...
it'll affect me ... i tink...
but sometimes the ice do melts.
i cant control but... all i do is tell it to freeze again..?
i sppose tats bad...
but i dont like to taste the old pain...
perhaps i'll only ket it melt after eoys...
so tat i can be a full mugger for exam n score excel results n after tat be a super gd gal n fren with feelings ... and pain..?

AS I'VE SAID, MOST PPL WILL NOT HAVE UNDERSTOOD THE ABOVE... SO DONT WORRY... COZ AS I SAID... IT'S PERSONAL STUFFS :I
DONT THINK TAT je suis fous!!! je ne suis pas fous=) haha thats all

______________________________________

oh ya!!
REMEMBER TO WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY ON 29/9!!!! NEXT MON!!!! =) I WANNA COUNT HOW MANY "HAPPY BIRTHDAYS" I RECEIVED!!! (not presents-.-)I HATE ORANGE!

THATS.. umm not me..
anyway..nvm

JINCHENG=) (I LOVE MY NAME.)

hard day...

2008-04-25T22:23:00.000+08:00

the day sux...
lol... my head is a hanging bell? u push from the right n the left side of my head hits the walll! isnt that fun? yes it is. no bruises. i enjoyed it? maybe... the tears came out, ... so it was tears of joy ?i'm thought thats fun? perhaps. cruel. violence, or should i say sweet, "gentle" that u treat my head as ur "dear" hanging bell? i wanted to go joggin with shichen, but was stopped. u know y le, dont u shichen? read the front.\ part. yes, it was, tats true. i "enjoyed" it. i dunno what i'll become. the "enjoyment" has only a word to describe : "fantastic". yes, but not 4 me. i endured. but it was gettin from worse to worst. i could bear no more. i protested. n of coz not welcomed. there it was, the tinge of rebellness in me, it'll get bigger probably.

all i know is i'm changing, from someone i know so well 2 someone i perhaps dont recognize n dun wanna recognize n dun wanna be. i want my old self. i'm sure it's still in me. it's weird 2 not know urself that well.

i dunno what'm typin rite now. but thats it, i'm just typin whatever that ran through my brain. the new self developing is cold, so mysterious that i dunno.

i dun understand what i;m typin.

Just help me, someone, help me.
it's terror n horror.

i know n feel that i'm just getting crazier. n weirder. i;m not sure. friends, pls dont drift away from me.

borin...&crazy

2008-04-18T17:33:00.000+08:00

hi....
i did project wif minghui just now ahahaha
made lots of blunders... be4 we manage 2 time it...
haha we so crazy......
ya... oh? today quite bored, nothing much happened...
we changed seats a few days ago, sittin with charmine...
she quite nice... ok...
weiyu damn crazy,
she just cant stop kickin me under the desk........
??? oh i'm hungry have 2 eat sth or else will starve... bye...=)?

vibration

2008-03-29T20:26:00.000+08:00

oh erm hi... ???did nothing but slacking through the day...

nothing to do ( i mean got a lot..)

2 of my frens sms burst... guess that i can only sms them on april full

eerm.. ok... but luckily i surived through today with some chattings on the phone//.. haha

n happy birthday yo shichen in advance 4 1st march:)

miss some of my pri school frenss... hope i can go ack on 4th april for founder's day...?

FIRST POST

2008-03-22T12:51:00.000+08:00

This is my first post. hi everyone. french test is coming, testtesttest! everyday tests n stress i hate it.